最近開始做工啦!!!
在"水晶宮殿"做工~~
剛開始很不習慣,也會有一點點的害怕...
因爲什麽都不懂.....
什麽人都不認識...
他們叫做什麽就做什麽....
第一天上班就要洗地上!!!!
真是想象不到~~
時間過得真快, 在那裏做工都過一個星期了...
大家也都認識了, 只不過不是很熟....
每天都學到不一樣的東西...
結婚真的好多東西要忙啊!!!!
不過每個女生穿上婚紗時真的很漂亮!!!!

STUPID & FUCK NEIGHBOUR!!!!
真是烂邻居!!!
真是倒大霉根他们成为邻居!!
每天一副高高在上的样子
以为自己很有钱似的....
有钱就不用住这里了啦!!!
怕人家吵,去住深山拉!!!
深山没有人会吵到你!!!
看到你们的样子就讨厌
一堆没有家教的家伙!!!!!!!!!!!!
以为自己很highclass，什么跟什么嘛！！！！
真的很TL！！！！

get my SPM results just now...
hmmm...
really speechless...
really dunno wat can i say...
really sad bout it..
nothing to say
really really speechless....
izit i nt enough hardworking??
or i always do nonsense & do nothing??
hmmmmm....
really sad bout it...
duwan find any excuses...
hmmmm...
haiz............
reaally...............................

今天的老师真凶。。。
把我叫起来说“wat wrong with your hair"n bla bla bla..一大堆
然后就被赶出来
超丢脸的。。
我的头发本来就很多baby hair嘛
看起来难免乱了一点
头发弄了好久
喷了很多spray，整头都是spray的味道。。。
谢谢我的朋友帮我弄头发。。
kamsamida!!!
指甲油更难看。。。
乱七八糟的。。
hmmmmm......
interview is the most worse part!!!!
i dunno how to answer the question!!!
i so STUPID!!!
i so blurrrr~~~
sad...

本来大家都以为事情已经过了
然而并没有
姐姐哭得很惨
一直哭...
没有说话
只是安静的躲在门后哭泣
锁门,关灯...
自己在房间里哭...
爸爸妈妈进房间和姐姐讲了好多话
讲到最后,大家都哭了...
我在旁边静静地听...
眼泪一直不停的掉下来...
不停的劝说
最后姐姐也不哭了,睡了...
那一晚,大家都很安静....
大家都不说话...
因为大家都很担心...
机会我们已经给过了
你不珍惜我们也没有办法
信任不能再给多一次...
不能....

morning i went to gama & cosway with my dear mumi
went to there search make-up tools
finally i bought this
for me is quite many
but for ppl who pro in make-up is few only
after that stay at home for whole noon
so sienzzzzz......=(
nothing to do so take some photo....blekxxxx

almost all is the same..hahahaa!!!
new year is end by 2nite....
is the time to clean up the mood....cheeerrr~~

又再想了......
画面又再重播...
时间越靠近,画面就越清晰....
该过去的就让它过去.....
时间一去不回....
刚开始不珍惜机会...
到后来有了误会...
机会也错失了....
算了~不属于我的,勉强也没有用....
不想了!!!!! 睡觉!!!!!

一些事情不说不代表没有意见
那一句话当你说出口
我没反驳
不是因为我认同
是我已经懒得说
也不想再说
如果我反驳
我听到的只是一句对不起
我不想听这句话
一句对不起没有什么大不了
我也会说
没有人永远是你的奴隶
也没有人会一直帮你
奴隶或帮你的人都只是短暂而已
讲太多也只是浪费口水
我们都是人都会有感情不是吗？
我不相信你感觉不到
不愿意或抗议
没有人白目到这样
就算在白木的人
也会感觉得到
所以我相信你应该也懂
我不想因为你一个人
让所有的事情不能照着原来的计划进行
没有办法就想到有办法
不要一直依赖别人
这不是一个永恒的方法
别人也有难处
而别人的难处你不懂
你也看不见
就只能默默地承受
有些话不想讲得太直接
讲多了对彼此都无益

three of us!!

me & my bro

me, fang ting & chuan

my daddy!!

cute daddy!!

pretty girl...

my brother!!!

raining again....
i wouldn't say that my mood is same like the whether now
is so weird....
just now chat with mil ping
i told her i was very nervous when i introduced myself in front of the people
and i do not know how to intro myself
then she send me a message is about how to introduce myself
she is so good to me...i like her very much!!!
i must remember all this so i can introduce myself fluently....
hope i can overcome my nervous...
came back home from northam beach cafe
i tried to spoke english with my brother,sister and my mumi
i asked my mumi" you wan to bath first or me first?"
my mumi answered me" in bag.."
then i looked at her and laugh
my mumi so funny...haha!!!
i must improve my english!!!!
mumi you too arr...

i was attend the course yesterday
it is very tired to me
sat at there for 4 hours and keep smile
is very hard to me to remember all the thing that the teacher teach
and i really not good enough in english
all students are speak well
and some question i even don't understand OMG!!!!
especially the introduction is make me crazy soon
i'm very shy when i speak in front of the people
is killing me....>.<

hope i can used to it soon...

HappY NeW YeaR!!!!!!!!!!